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[19 Jun 2005|03:32pm] |
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gosh. this week is going to suck suck suck.
kari is up in michigan trying to get herself on track,
so i have to get to her house before 5 everyday this week
wait for jack to wake up.
get him ready.
take him to day care.
come home around 10.
all that before noon.
i usually get up at noon.
but i need to do this for my family.
plus i'm getting a check in the mail for it.
so i'll be turning early this week.
today is father's day so i'm going to my aunts soon.
i got my dad a card & some snickers bars.
i went to church alone today
sav had warped yesterday
& katie was sleeping when i went to pick her up.
bah.
but i sat with Jake so all was good.
church makes me feel so fofilled.
but i want more.
i want to feel Him so much more.
i don't know how to start though.
i need guidence. i need strong christian friends.
i really really need to make out my thank you cards.
gosh. i'm a slacker.
i want to take a nap.
i don't think anyone reads these anymore,
but if you still care about my crap
i update ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) 0certaintragedy more often.
so yeah, whatev.
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| put music to our troubles. |
[16 Jun 2005|02:15am] |
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mewithoutYou |
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today was okay.
i guess.
i went to school.
well my old school.
straightened out college stuff.
i hope.
bought the chapelle show season two dvd.
& the coldplay cd for ryan.
but i returned it.
maybe i'll buy it for him for not 16 bucks tomorrow.
watched my new dvds all afternoon.
sav came over.
went to greg's dodgeball game.
hung out at my house.
watched Superstar!
brandon,greg&corey are fun kids.
amanda came over
& we went looking for haunted stuff
& insane assylums.
greg is a scary driver.
but yah.
Devin called me!!
he wanted me to go to eastgate and swim.
i miss him,
but midnight is no time to head that way.
today was my chill at home day.
i drove around a little.
was bummed a little.
oh well.
i'm a sucker.
iwanttoseehimbuthedoesn'tcall.
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| left with nothing but a picture. |
[14 Jun 2005|01:45pm] |
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falloutboy |
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bad things happen when i'm at my house for too long.
there is a huge storm coming.
if i don't leave before it starts,
i have to stay home.
again.
lame.lame.lame.
i got in a fight with my dad last night.
over stupid crap.
like college.
and kids that don't go to college.
tonight is clean your plate crew.
i hope.
we didn't have a big meeting last week.
shoooot.
it just started pooring.
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| maybe i fell too fast. |
[13 Jun 2005|01:04am] |
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showbread. |
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Heck yes I met Aaron Marsh.
Heck yes I love my girls.
more pictures to come.
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[11 Jun 2005|02:38am] |
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tomorrow these shoes will be mine:
i dropped my phone in the toilet tonight.
&&it still works.
Gummo is one screwed up/funny movie.
oh&imisstheboy.
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[10 Jun 2005|12:14am] |
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copeland |
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My little boy is 6teen today.
Kevin is the coolest brother I have.
Seriously, he is a pretty cool kid.
Copeland is Saturday!
How pumped am I?
I wish Ryan was going,
but AYS camp out came first.
It was planned before Copeland.
Haha.
I just don't know who will hold my hand now.
Gosh.
I guess its better this way,
Now I can ask Aaron Marsh to marry me
without Ryan knowing.
Sike Your Mind.
Jason comes home tomorrow.
Yesss.
New Layout.
Its plan
&&I like it.
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| a photo book we get in june... |
[08 Jun 2005|12:20pm] |
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from first to last |
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Here are some picture from my last month of high school.
I'll miss CHS. Oddly enough.
So weird.
me,steve,amanda! we'll miss madame foster.
( &&&&&&&&&& )
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[02 Jun 2005|09:24pm] |
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ffaf.rosesforthedead. |
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i want to meet a boy who dresses like hellogoodbye.
i just talked to my sister.
i think i'm going to visit her @ her new house tomorrow.
i miss her, but she's doing well.
she even found a new boy!!
i've felt sick all day.
it sucks. & my head hurts.
ugh...
Greg can drive now.
he called me 2343 times to hangout.
but i've felt sick sick sick.
I met Jason for coffee today.
It was fun. He makes me laugh.
Coran invited me to their show june 18th.
I guess if I don't go to Columbus warped I'll go.
Coran is a nice kid too.
I got the new Funeral for a Friend CD.
Its okay so far, nothing special.
Not much screaming anymore...
I miss the screaming.
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[02 Jun 2005|02:38am] |
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exhausted |
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brand new |
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well, i'm offically done with high school.
(he didn't show up.)
i feel so up in the air anymore.
i wouldn't mind that old "kissyface" at all.
so sleepy, so confused.
i wish someone would step up.
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[31 May 2005|04:53pm] |
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as hurt as they come |
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a couple months ago i made a mix
for when i think about "these things" too much.
in the past 2 days its pretty much all i've listened too.
"as hurt as they come..."
1. sorry-numberonefan
2. nightingale-savestheday
3. giving it away-mae
4. new years project-furtherseemsforever
5. she paints me blue-somethingcorporate
6. nothing better-thepostalservice
7. into the dark-thejulianatheory
8. california-copeland
9. bend & not break-dashboardconfessional
10. drawing a line in the sand-brandtson
11. every breath you take-copeland
12. escapist-brandtson
13. basement ghost singing-armorforsleep
14. 23- jimmyeatworld
15. sun- mae
today was a waste of make up&hairspray.
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[27 May 2005|05:55pm] |
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the rocket summer |
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OH snap!
my mom took me shopping today.
she bought me so much
+2 skirts.
+1 pair of jeans.
+1 pair of capris.
+1 pair of sunglasses.
+2 heart buttons.
+3 shirts.
+2 pair of flip flops.
i think i'm getting a new phone.
my family might get a plan on verison.
i'd finally get a decent flip phone.
last night was so much fun.
i didn't get home until 4:30.
ooooops.
& I kicked Ryan's butt on some video game.
haha.
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[23 May 2005|10:54pm] |
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copeland will be in Cincinnati on June 11th!!
the possission for "lauren's hand holder" is still available.
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| know love, you were looking good tonight... |
[22 May 2005|02:34pm] |
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further seems forever |
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ryan was an amazing prom date.
i should have never doubted it.
sometimes, he really tricks me into thinking he still likes my company.
iloved lastnight.
i hope one day to see him do "i'm a little tea pot"
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[20 May 2005|05:20pm] |
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the blood brothers |
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Ilovethesegirls
senior luncheon was today.
prom is tomorrow.
++++++ way more pictures soon.
I'll see you all at the Sonofday/Criesofaquest show.
Sike.
But seriously,
tonight I'm chillin' with Jason & Keithxfashionxcore.
fun alot.
i'm actually into listening to the blood brothers today.
weird,
i usually don't like them.
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[17 May 2005|07:34pm] |
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spitalfield. |
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those are my new super hot shoes.
they are "normal" haha.
all is right in the world of ryan.
thanks for wendy's & the darkest hour.
haha.
too much homework & i'm too distracted.
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[16 May 2005|07:15pm] |
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Copeland |
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( Dear Ryan, )
to everyone else: please, don't tell me I'm stupid for writing that. because honestly I don't care.
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annoyed
cranky
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nervous